You saw what no man should ever see,
you had to fight in a war,
you tell of stories of death and destruction
you speak of having to pick up the pieces of dead friends,
I would never want that,
Youre whole life has been filled with violence, hate and greed,
you never let it change you,
you have a firm grip of reality,
and you never let it consume you,
I have a great respect for you,
you did what I cannot,
and yet through it all,
you still can crack a joke,
of my expense but thats o.k.
Sometimes youre a bit harsh,
and I get angry at you,
but later on I realize,
you do because you care.
Times of the past will always be missed,
this is something I know,
events and things of the past in my minds abyss,
I miss my old backyard,
my old neighbors and friends,
I would love to see again,
Halloween where it would rain,
Christmas with the whole family,
I miss the winter snow,
and the fun it came with that,
even the frostbite,
I miss the rainy days,
my old schools,
and the fishing pond,
I miss old Northbrook and Wilmette,
and all the towns I know
my grandparents who are all dead,
my uncles old barbershop,
where I would get haircuts I hated,
The bowling lanes next door,
the church and the park around it,
and the his
Times of the past will always be missed,
this is something I know,
events and things of the past in my minds abyss,
I miss my old backyard,
my old neighbors and friends,
I would love to see again,
Halloween where it would rain,
Christmas with the whole family,
I miss the winter snow,
and the fun it came with that,
even the frostbite,
I miss the rainy days,
my old schools,
and the fishing pond,
I miss old Northbrook and Wilmette,
and all the towns I know
my grandparents who are all dead,
my uncles old barbershop,
where I would get haircuts I hated,
The bowling lanes next door,
the church and the park around it,
and the his
Favourite genre of music: METAL FOREVER!!! MP3 player of choice: Ipod Favourite cartoon character: Samurai Jack, Captian Murphy Personal Quote: You have no idea whay I'm talking about do you?
Favourite Movies
Evil Dead series, Young Frankenstein
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Megadeth, Six Feet Under, Amon Amarth
Favourite Games
Pokemon, Zelda
Favourite Gaming Platform
Wii, gamecube, DS
Tools of the Trade
A camera and my brain
Other Interests
Video games, drafting, WW2 battles, toho movies, guns, swords, knives
Holy crap, it's been a long time since I updated my journal here. Thought I should do so. I mean 5 years is long enough.
I have found work although not what I went to school for. But I have still managed to save a good amount of money up. I also have started getting into bushcraft as a new hobby.
Since I last updated this journal. A lot has happened. I'm still unemployed but I managed to get a census job. Lasted about 6 months. Helped pay the bills and get my savings back to what it was in 2008. A buddy went to prison for drunk driving and drug possesion. He's out now doing what needs to be done. Another freind went into the military but hurt himself in basic bad enough where they discharged him. Maybe a blessing in disguise.
You know that mossberg in one of my pictures? Someone stole it last Febuary. Needless to say I was pissed. Luckily the census job got me the money to buy another one but still I' rather wrap it around a tree mys
obama has effectivley destroyed the country and our economy will be in the shitter for a long time. We said this stuff BEFORE the election but people can't take off the rose colred glasses. Since I'm laid off with seemingly no hope of being employed in the forseeable future I'm going back to school. Going to try my hand at some civil programs and something new called REVIT. Hopefully I'll be employed soon because I really need to replace this POS computer and buy more ammo. Because having so much you have to bury it isn't enough.